My First Fingering Adventure: Finding My Clit. ♕

Religious rebellious princess.

I’m going to piss myself; my body is letting off steam. The windows in my bedroom are fogging up, and every inch of my body is sweating… I’m trying so fucking hard not to moan loudly. How can I possibly stop? There are goosebumps all over my body, and my tiny nipples are so hard. This is my first fingering adventure ever! I never have gone against my religious views, but I’m glad I finally am. My right hand is putting in the work while my left is gripping the bedsheets. Oh, fuck! I think I’m going to climax…

Here’s a little background: I’m 19, tame, obedient, and never question anything. Unfortunately, several friends of mine, think I’m completely naïve, they push me continuously to break the rules, but I just can’t! Maybe my family groomed me too much into being such a good girl… whenever I have impure thoughts, I go into my room and pray for the lord to wipe them away. Even so, my family scolds me regardless of what I do. If I pray, they scold me for allowing impure thoughts into my mind. If I don’t, then I’m not respecting our lord.

I swear it’s a lose-lose for me 24/7, and not to mention, I’m with my family no matter what I do. We go everywhere, eat, and watch films together; I have no alone time ever! Unfortunately, a distant relative of my fathers passed yesterday. Therefore, everyone left to attend the funeral except for me. That’s why I took the chance to begin my first fingering adventure! I’m not allowed to go since they treat me like untouched treasure. Did I mention I’m the youngest individual among all my family members? Yeah, you get it full circle now, don’t you?

My first fingering adventure exposed my inner nympho.

Even though I was super excited for everyone to leave, I keep calm. I cant have my family seeing how excited I was. Otherwise, they would have become too suspicious and dragged me along anyway. Finally, my cousin is the last to fill the SUV, I watch through the blinds as the last door is shut, and as soon as I see them turn the dirt road onto the main road, I run upstairs. I’m so excited. Once in my room, I lock the door and get under the covers.

Admittingly, I’m pretty nervous but ready for my first fingering adventure. My body is hot, from my head to my toes. I begin by rubbing on my slit. At first, it doesn’t feel good, but after a while, I find it… I find my clit; oh fuck, this feels good. Then, I begin to rub on it faster. My pussy is throbbing. Naturally, I stuff a finger in, then two and three, and before I know it, I’m pumping my fingers in and out of my cunt. My body is dripping sweat, fuck, oh fuck! OH FUCK! YESSSSS!!!! UHHHHHHH!!!

Fuck… I’ve never felt that in my life. But, wow, why do they restrict me from this feeling? How can something that feels so good be impure or a sin? Maybe, I’ve been corrupted, perhaps not. All I know now is that this WILL NOT be the last time. This first fingering adventure, is just the start! In fact, I’m even thinking about visiting my naughty next-door neighbor the next time I’m out. I can’t wait for more family trips where I’m left alone. The only thing I’m worried about now is how I’ll be able to continue to finger myself when everyone is home.

Do you have any advice?